oh so michigay

For Huda.

2008-12-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

You owe me.

Over

2008-12-06T18:06:00.001-08:00

Even though no one's going to be reading this,
I'll still just post it up.

BLOG IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED!

I'M SEEN MORE AROUND Mibba

or Quizilla.

Nyeh.

I'm sorta kinda a writer.

These places make me happy.

So, whatever.
See you people around.

Best la.

2008-10-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

Eh, quite fun you know if you never post for a long time.
Why eh, babe?
Pasal kan, nobody will check this anymore.
Bwahaha.
Now I can post whatever.

Boring la seh.
It's been... what?
873984 light years since I posted.
Exams besok habis.
Tu pon art.
Gerek!

Haha.
I miss talking in malay.
Aper nak buat?
Class semuer budak ciner.
Eh...

SMS-ed with Michael yesterday.
I kept avoiding his question,
until he finally said: "F* it. Just answer my question."
Haha/
Same ol' same ol'.

Then he told me that he knew * likes him.
I kinda like that about him uh.
Like not prasan like that.
Got girl like him,
he just act cool like that.
Never ignore her/ never flirt w her.

Yes,
I'm just ranting.
Goddamnit.
Who am I even talking to?
No one but me.
Ugh, whatever.

I wanna join the Rockband challenge.
Macam fun gitu eh?

M/L,
afiqah

Rachel

2008-08-15T07:58:00.001-07:00

Okay, so thanks to rachel, I'm beginning to love this song. Also, its cos the words speak to me, as retarded as that may sound. The song... well, you know what. You dunt need to know.

Goodbye lyrics

I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

I remembered when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time you danced with me
With no music playing
I remembered the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget is good bye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up my phone
And then put it down
Cause I know I wasting my time
And I don't mind

I remembered when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time you danced with me
With no music playing
I remembered the simple things
I remember till I cry
The one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring-tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
I'm surprised to hear you say

You remembered when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time you danced with me
With no music playing
You remembered the simple things
We talked till we cried
You said your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Was saying good bye

Saying good bye
Oh, good bye

Lyrics

2008-08-01T03:48:00.000-07:00

Second song in 'Ipod'.

I've always liked this song.

All Time Low
Remembering Sunday

He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads, oh he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be

[Juliet Simms:]
I'm not coming back,
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak,
but you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is just
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head

[Alex Gaskarth:]
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home nowI guess
I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home

Change

2008-07-04T05:01:00.000-07:00

Gah! I am now in a different seat. i dunt hate it. but i miss my old one.
I miss sitting in the second row, where its not too near nor too far from the board.
I miss sitting near the window, looking at the people passing by and them looking back at me.
I miss sitting behind the annoying freak with the sensitive side, next to the hyperactive freak who always makes me laugh, in front of the ~~emoness~~ freak who helps me with my work everytime and diagonally infront across the bimbo freak who always wants me to bimbo-talk.
I miss staring at the people talking near the water cooler.
I miss staring at the people near the opposite block.
&and, its only been a day.
GAH! Change is goopsiebotuneshenaniyugatery.

FOUND IT!

2008-06-19T02:20:00.000-07:00

Okay. I have found the video i posted at the class blog a how-many months ago. This video is for my convenience, so i wunt lose it again. Those who havent read ECLIPSE probably shouldnt watch this video. But then again, at this point of time with BREAKING DAWN and TWILIGHT THE MOVIE coming up, everybody should have it finished. Oh well, not my business.

quiz thingy

2008-05-31T09:12:00.000-07:00

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

PS. tagged by huda.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Get even. okay. probably not. but i'll talk to the girl. unless its NOT a girl..
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To have the dream that i keep dreaming about to come true. haha
3. Whose butt would you like to kick right now?
The same person's butt i would LOVE to kick every single day.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Save, give charity and spend on a gazillion things.
5. What's your boyfriend(if you have one) like?
Uhh..Prince Charming!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Blessed? Being loved. If you love someone but the other doesnt feel the same about you, it will hurt oh so much.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
I dunt know. I havent even loved anyone yet. exp friends and family of course.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
What can i do? I just have to move on.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Haha. Yes. 5 sept 2006. But i dunt feel anything anymore.
11. What takes you down the fastest?
A rugby player!
12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Going to Europe w BFFEs. &and maybe continuing studies too. insyaallah.
13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family, cousins and that imaginary duddee.
14. Are you single ?
uh huh :D
15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Right now? Single & rich. 11 years later(insyaallah), happily married.
16. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Watch teevee.
17. Would you give all in a relationship?all?
If i have a big humongous crush on they guy (:
18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Haha. Hopefully that never happens. But neither.
19. What type of people do you hate?
Hate? People who say "Me? No la. You prettier!" when someone compliments them and people who always want find fight w u. Okay. I dunt hate. But reeeaaalllyy dunt liikee.

eight people:
haha. the first eight that view my blog.

bday gift

2008-05-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

Okay. am currently going through stephenie meyer's website( webbie. haha!). it has been updated. okay nothing much really to post about. just a quick recount.

SUNDAY:

at night, went to garuda(restaurant) to celebrate mothers' day. it was actually for grandma. the food was good though. me passing plates to abang adam is the closest kind of connection i am probably ever gna get w him. then went takashimaya w cousins( sister had exam). went to kinokuniya to buy twilight.( just finished reading it AGAIN BTW).

MONDAY:

went bowling w BFFEs. like i said, this is gna be a quick recount. go read diyana's blog for a more detailed post. played w the skateboards. i now know how to go straight. never did fall once. turning is a different story.

PRESENTS I WOULD LOVE FOR MY BDAY:

-New Moon(book)

-Eclipse(book)

-the skateboard in toys r us at vivo.

Whoever gets me any of the items listed above, you see ur bday i give u what. hahaa. nvrmind la. prasan jer. i'll pester the adults. but really, i do want those for my bday. on 14 june BTW. (wink wink)

Reminisce

2008-05-09T22:42:00.000-07:00

Im in the mood to reminisce right now. you know. primary school memories stuffs. all the fun times, bad times. but still memorable, never to be forgotten.

and now, fast-forward. back to the future.

I miss primary school life. i really do. but everybody seems to have moved on. and guess what? so do i. primary school was the past. insyaallah, i wunt forget the memories. but for right now, im trying to make memories of my own :D

FINISH!

2008-05-08T21:21:00.000-07:00

Exams are like finally over. thank god. i miss using the laptop.

ANW, just finished watching the Haaaaaunting Hooooour. Emily Osment and Cody Linley were really good. it was a nice show. exp for the monster part.

wow. i have nothing else to say. oh well.
toodles~

HAHA! that kid is beyond adorable. CHARLIE!

boredom

2008-05-02T04:31:00.000-07:00

Okay. the only reason im actually blogging is cos im bored. im more of the 'write-in-your-diary' girl. writing your deepest feelings in a blog viewed many people, is not my style.. at least not anymore.

MUGGING

2008-04-30T07:16:00.000-07:00

Ugh. i should so be studying now. but tmr i promise to soo mug. read two books recently:

Thou Shalt Not Dump the Skate Dude
Confessions of a Boyfriend Stealer [A Blog]

Very nice. unless you dunt read chick flicks. (wink wink).

i think i might continue blogging after exams. will describe the process of singing Your Guardian Angel with BFFEs.. Darryl. Insyaallah

P.S. Siaper jumper blog ni on their own, is very smart.

NEW

2008-04-26T02:03:00.001-07:00

I got new blog babe. teehee~
but im not gna post. teehee~
okay. im bored. teehee~

HELGA FANTENELA!
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